Happy Easter

What's good fam?

So I just realized that today is an important day... I mean, I know its Easter and everything but like... ionno... when I was younger, holidays meant something... shit even Columbus Day meant we'd be making sailor hats at school that day... as I've gotten older, holidays mean less and less... for example, I know of a number of people who went to church today, were dressed impeccably and are sitting down to a ham dinner with all the trimmings and family all around the table...

As for me, I'm on a Greyhound headed back to Greenville dressed in some Levi's, a polo, a beater pair of Mars IVs and an LRG hoodie... clearly not church attire... and its not even that I mind... in fact, I think that's the most disheartening thing... the fact that I DON'T care... it would be different if I wanted to go to church dressed in a well-tailored suit or if I wanted to be around the dinner table with my family but I honestly don't... I really couldn't care less...

And that's kinda wack on my part but I just feel like I've grown farther and farther apart from my family... sometimes I wish things could be back the way they were but I guess that's just not gonna happen...

I suppose I'll be starting my own family soon so its not that big a deal but sometimes you just wish you could miss home again...

Ya'll be easy...