Well, ok... I'm a very strange person... everybody thinks they're unique and I guess if you wanna be technical about it, everybody is unique... but I'm unique in the uniquest way possible... I really think I'm one of a kind... I'm the only dude I know who can recite every word from Life After Death and Blueprint but watches Queer Eye (I wish they could bring this show back... they have a lot of good tips...) I don't know ANY hood dudes who can actually cook and sew and watch HGTV and know what duvets are... I've been clinically depressed, treated for anxiety and I've gone to anger management twice but anybody who knows me will tell you I'm the sweetest guy they know and be sincere about that shit...
My style icons are:
Bentley Farnsworth & Usher
Both Bentley and Ush do their thing when it comes to that grown-man look... Even though my man Farns can be borderline-fruity sometimes, I appreciate his overall swagger... from the dress socks, to the cufflinks, to the pocket square, homie is always dapper... Usher stays with a fresh button up and a nice pair of denims... I'd rock these styles to a job interview, a classy affair or to meet that special someone's mom for lunch... I only wish I could clean up so well...
Fat Joe
Fat Joe is the epitome of a cocky, fresh, fat dude... my man goes 300 pounds solid and still represents... he appeals to the sneakerhead in me as well as the hood dude... his vest-hoodie collabs are flawless, always with a perfectly matching fitted and some chunky jewelry and that's what makes him a style icon of mine... if I was on the block with my niggas from Wash Ave. or chillin' in the pros with my cousins, I'd check for some shit he's rocked...
Kanye West
Kanye appeals to the flashy dude in me... even though all his fits aren't 100% dope, you can always tell it's 100% Kanye... I like the bright colors he rocks with ease and and the fact that he can still pull it off without being loud... btw, if anybody can cop this jacket for me in a XXXL, I'll love you forever... if I was rollin' through NY or if I just wanted to shut a bunch of niggas up without even saying anything, I'd rock with some Kanye type shit...
Skav B. from NKETLK
I been on Skav's swag for a minute (pause)... the thing about it is this dude does shit so effortlessly it doesn't even seem like he's trying... and he has the plaid game on SMASH... I'd rock this around campus or whenever I go to the white-boy parties... with a simple G-shock, I'd be killin' it without seeming too threatening...
Sean Combs
If you don't think Diddy dresses well, kill yourself... this dude kills everything in the room when it comes to being impeccably dressed... and he's so versatile with it... he can go from rocking a suit to a sweatsuit to a polo to athletic wear and pull it off flawlessly... I think Diddy really sums up what I would do on a regular weekend... have chill wear on Friday, rock a polo on Saturday, and then just be fresh and clean on Sunday to kill it at church (I know God says come as you are, but I still believe one should try to look as nice as possible on Sunday mornings with the Lord)
Fabolous
To me, Fab stays ahead of the game and does it to the fullest until it's not cool anymore... look at how he was killing the throwback game back in '01... he MURDERED that shit until it stopped being a good look and then moved on to the velour sweatsuit jumpoffs... wrecked that then moved on again... now he's got his own clothing line killing the game... always stays with a fresh edge up and an exclusive fitted, how can you one deny his steez? Back in high school, I wanted to be like Fab (pause) well the Fatboy version... LOL...
Come on, B... none of those dudes are even close to each other in the style department... why am I such a fucking enigma...? But it's probably a good thing...
Throughout my life, I've struggled to keep girlfriends/love interests but those same females will go crazy if I say I don't wanna be friends... so I'm the perfect friend, but the worst boyfriend... all the things I hear women complaining about when it comes to dudes (cheating, lying, being disrespectful, being selfish) are all things I don't do and are not about... but I can't seem to keep a woman happy to save my life... I don't know what it is... relationships are fucking impossible...
I can't even figure myself out... I succeed at everything I put my mind to but it's impossible to focus on anything for more than a few months at a time... I'm destined for failure because I can't find a lane... I don't have an avenue where I can focus all my time and attention because soon after I'm doing one thing, I get halfway done with it and then something else catches my eye and then I'm on to that...
I don't know what to do with myself...
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