Just Some Late-Night Thoughts

So, after months and months of waiting, I'm finally going back to school tomorrow... my old stomping grounds up in Greenville... a lot of things are up in the air... still gotta get my financial aid all the way straight, gotta get my ID, my meal plan... shit, as a matter of fact, I don't even know where I'll be staying as of yet... but hopefully, most or all of those things can get squared away tomorrow...

So while I'm brushing my hair (GOTTA get these waves back poppin') and waiting for my flick to finish downloading, I'm just sitting here thinking about how things went the last time I was in school... freshman year was a ball... even though I didn't go to a lot of the things I wanted (step shows, parties, club spots) because of my anxiety, I'm interested to see how things will go this time around... I'm also really interesting in going to all the basketball games... I can't even remember why I never went to those much but when I did go it was fun times... sophomore year was HORRIBLE... my roommate was decent but we just weren't cool like that... all my homies from freshman year either transferred or moved on to bigger and better things so I spent 99% of my time by myself... I got depressed... had bouts with suicide... a lot of crazy shit was going on... it was probably the lowest I've been in my life besides this past summer... after that year, I became an RA and school was fun as shit... I was cool with everybody in my building... me and my boys Charles and D would just chop it up, play video games and just cool out... but all that fun got to me because in lieu of all the good times, I stopped really going to class and that lead to me having to leave school...

Ironically, the thing I miss the most is the rec... playing ball, lifting weights, running... all things I used to do when I was at ECU the first time and things I hardly do now... I haven't lifted weights since I left as a matter of fact... I hit the courts crazy this summer until Jamal went to basic but since then, I've only played once... so that's probably what I'm looking forward to more than anything when it comes to school...

Other than that, just lookin' to politick and chill with the folks on campus... I'll officially be an old man on campus so I'm sure all the freshmen will holla at the kid for that alchy hook-up... I just hope I can find a decent job out there (might go back to Foot Locker) because my sneaker addiction is reaching dangerous levels and if I don't get a hit soon, I'm liable to go ballistic... even though, I'm hoping my mans comes through with that hook up on the Grape Vs and another pair of Fire Red Vs because mine are BEAT...

But anyway, it's 3 in the morning, so I should be hitting the sack so I can get up early and load up the Expo with all my miscellaneous shit... if you don't hear from me tomorrow it means I'm somewhere in the 252, homeless, crying and alone...

Well not crying... but you know what I mean...

Ya'll be easy...