I Hate This Time of Year...

I'm in that mode where it's the last few weeks before the end of the semester and I'm just grinding... I hate this time because more often than not, I convince myself that none of this shit matters in the grand scheme of things... it's just hard for me to stay motivated past a certain point and I'm definitely seeing that in myself now...

It took everything I had to go to class today... not because I was extra tired or anything but just because I'm tired of dealing with classes, with essays, with just general schoolwork... I'm just ready for the summer classes to start... five weeks of coursework is definitely better than three and a half months... it's easy to stay motivated for a month and some change... I don't know what it is...

I need something to happen because I'm only sabotaging myself...




Ya'll be easy...